Find a coach for your alchemical practice, because when we are learning (practicing), Alchemist apprentices at times need direction from someone who already got it. Now you might not be a self help groupie like some, but this is the time to find your favorite band, bandit, alchemist, coach. Whatever you choose to call them, you will need their support. whether its in book form, video, audio, personal training.
Find your team, find your coach and continue to learn how to play in this experiment.